"The hardest conversations are the most important ones." India Arie wrote those words in the liner notes of her album, Testimony: Volume 2 Love and Politics. India's words often connect with me at a perfect intersection of time/space. I read those words a short time after having a very difficult conversation with the someone I love. India's words made me take a hard look at myself and how I show up in my life, especially how I choose to show up in relationships during difficult times. What I discovered during this self-reflection is outlined below.
Hard conversations make you want to run away because you just can't stand to be in the company of the other. In that instant, it is most important to stay.
You do not stay to continue a conflict but you stay maybe to stand up for yourself or perhaps for someone else.
You stay so maybe your fear does not win out.
Stay, in order that the one you love may understand that even when you do not like him, do not agree with him - you still love him.
Stay so that even when you do not feel heard; you can show him you do know how to listen.
Stay so that your past hurts no longer hold you hostage.
These hard conversations may make you feel like your head is going to explode. In that instant, it most important to find your breath.
Breathe so you may remember one of the Four Agreements: Don't Take Anything Personally.
Breathe so you may remember that your buttons are being pushed because you allow the wires to continue to be intact.
Breathe so you may remember that the other is always your mirror reflecting back where you need to grow.
Breathe so you may remember that Spirit resides in the breath. When Spirit is present anger, judgment, impatience dissipates.
The hard conversations are the most important conversations because they offer us an opportunity to remember who we really are. The measure of who you are can be found in these hard conversations. They can be the barometer of how big or small you are in these moments. So how big are YOU?
1 comment:
I absolutely agree with you, T. The hard converations are necessary... they're the ones that help us grow and shatter our inhibitions. All of us want to be heard - to be understood would be even better:) but it's not required. Hearing me lets me know that even if you don't agree with me, you at least know where I stand. Keep up the great conversations - Nay.
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