Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Out of the Valley

"I've had so many rainbows in my clouds." ~Maya Angelou

My last post was nearly a year ago. In that post, (and in the many of those immediately preceding it), I wrote a great deal about a valley experience. It thrills me to report that I am out of the valley. It is equally thrilling to share that I am so grateful for all that happened down in the valley.

What brought me to the valley was a near-fatal car accident, which was soon followed by an abrupt ending to a love affair. What kept me in the valley was my deepest desire to learn all that the valley had to teach me, so I might rise from it better, wiser, stronger.

So here I am. Without a doubt, I am better, wiser and stronger. My greatest lesson is that the Creator answers prayers.

One prayer was: "Show me who this man really is." After the prayer was done, I pledged not to turn my head at the parts I did not like; and promised to do what needs to be done, if he turns out to be someone who needs to be eradicated from my life. Within days, all I needed to know was revealed and I ended the relationship.

So here I am on the mountaintop. The scenery is very different. Some of the people who were with me when I descended into the valley are not here now. I also ended a few friendships that clearly hindered my ascent, realizing that to soar higher, my flock had to change.

Making these choices was not easy. Choosing this path was not popular. Taking the steps needed to climb out of the valley was not pretty or graceful. Nonetheless it was necessary.

"Right may not be expected. It may not be profitable. But it will satisfy the soul."
~ Maya Angelou


Anonymous said...

realizing that to soar higher, my flock had to change...POWERFUL!! This was my favorite quote! I am soooo happy you have risen above all the chaos confusion and utter non sense to become an absolute better person ! In life we do have to change the people around us and make some really hard choices. You have done both with grace. I know some of the decisons you made were not only hard but not popular as you stated but we are not here to please others but to make ourselves into the people GOD wants us to be !!!!

Proud to be your Baby sister !!

TAHIRA Akua TAHIRA said...

@#7: You were a witness to some of the most painful moments in the valley. Thank you for your unwavering support and unconditional love.

Anonymous said...

Ashe! Glad to see that you are able to see the beauty from the mountaintop, but all you had to do was look in the mirror. :)

TAHIRA Akua TAHIRA said...

@Nita : Wow, wow. Thank you.